What's The DILL?

I've been asked time and time again, "Why did you name your company Metaphysical PICKLE"? Well, here is a little backstory to give you an idea...

Ever since I was a young girl, I was able to see ghosts, UFO's, have deep gut feelings, manifest almost anything I ever dreamed of instantaneously, and connected easily with older people, as if I could understand them on their own intellectual level. Oftentimes I was referred to as an Old Soul, or a Little Adult even when I was just 5 years old. I remember specific past life events, and I know why I have certain fears because of how I died in previous lifetimes. Naturally, those abilities within me have grown stronger and I've been able to fine tune them along the way. I've had a blessed life, as some would assume from the outside looking in based on past career success (my powers of manifesting), overall appearance as a happy upbeat individual, and have always had a wide group of friendships all over the world. BUT, I've had more trauma than most young adults endure in a lifetime. The 4 closest people to me have passed away. My best friend, My Mom died when she was 45 from Brain Cancer, and I held her in my arms as she took her last breath. It left a hole inside me that nothing can ever fix. Then, my Grandfather passed away and he was like a 2nd father to me. Shortly after that, my Dad who was 57 passed away unexpectedly from a horrible incident, and I held him in my arms as he took his last breathe too. During that moment I realized my powers of Reiki and energetic healing. Not much time after that, my other best friend my Grandmother passed away, all within the time between 2008-2014. Needless to say, I am not a stranger to death, suffering or emotional trauma. 

I have learned to use my past suffering, to catapult me into appreciating the good in everything that happens, including death. I have also realized that nothing can ever hurt me as bad as what I have gone through with those experiences, and it has given me a feeling of being invincible! I utilize this power on a daily basis, and never take anything for granted. (There are several more traumatic experiences I have gone through which caused even more PTSD, but those are not necessary for this specific story). 

Now to the PICKLES...

In 2014, out of nowhere I started to have vivid visions of future events. These began solely after a few encounters revolving around the simple task of OPENING PICKLE JARS! I refer to it as my Spiritual Awakening, and the emergence of Kundalini energy that was released inside of me. My body went through so many energetic and metaphysical uploads and changes. Sometimes I felt as if I was vibrating and shaking, and could see crazy colors and images, hear voices around me, and mentally see words or phrases. I even had visions of a little baby girl being born many times and I finally asked her who she was. She told me she was my Daughter, and her name was Patience. She then came to me in dreams and other meditative visions and I saw her grow up at different ages, I could even see the freckles on her face and the gap in between her teeth, and could hear her giggle. Another time she came and there was a little boy with her, who she proceeded to say was her brother, his name was Paxton. I have never been pregnant in my entire life, so I don't know if this soul is from a past life, a future lifetime or maybe a real daughter I will birth in this lifetime. There are many more stories related to this, but I will keep it simple for now. All I know, is that all of this was real and my entire life changed because of these Pickle Jars, and I will forever be grateful for the new experiences and Universal knowledge that was bestowed upon me!

My mission in life is to help as many people as possible, in relation to my past experiences that could potentially help and guide others so that they never feel alone. To help people understand themselves on a more spiritual level, and to give guidance and tips to navigate trauma experiences and feel more at peace, regarding death. If I'm able to help even just 1 person, then my heart will feel illuminated. So, through Metaphysical Pickle as an online store creating spiritual tools and goods, my daily tarot card readings, uplifting personal quotes, and soon to be informational videos - I hope something will stir up a spiritual awakening inside of YOU, just like it did with me and my Pickles! Please stick around, and become part of the Pickle Family. Thank you incredibly for being here with me on this journey! You are never alone!